What can you say when the health of a loved one takes a very unexpected turn for the absolute worst? Let’s take this a step further. Even more, what can you say when the health of TWO loved ones takes a very unexpected turn for the absolute worst?

The title of this post explains it all.

First, my sister had some health issues that ended up being amyloidosis – a rare cancer. Then my mom is diagnosed with a very aggressive brain tumor. All of this has happened in the last 6 months or so; my mom’s diagnosis came as I was in KS to visit her last week after unexpectedly going into the hospital.

W.
T.
F.

This has all come as a total shock to our family and it is quite hard to comprehend. So many thoughts and emotions go through your mind. I try to keep it positive, but if I need to cry then I am goddamn sure going to cry. I know there are resources if I need them, and I will use them if I DO need them… trust me. It helped to get me past some problems from my wreck. I am not at that point, however.

How in the hell can this happen to us TWICE?!?! I don’t know.

I just don’t fucking know.